I am Back...
Assalamualaikum Blogger..
Now, I look at my watch, it just 06.37 pm. Actually, I really wanna write this note. Why? cause now I was decided, I have to write.
I wanna ask to my self. What's going on? And why I change my name in this site? It's because I wanna back to my mission.
It just stil November, you know. But, today, I wanna evaluate I have been done in my last 10 mounth ago. How about my plan? What people arround me? and how far I am with my goal?
Everything I wanna answers my own question. But the most importan thing is I got ready to evaluate my fault, my wrong way maybe, and also my lucky thing in my simple life in Jakarta.
Let me talk about my novel, first. Yeah, I was to be writer now. However, I wrote for Indie Publishing. it's quite poor. Because be part of indie publishing it's mean you have to ignore about royalty and etc. Imposible to get many from there. CAuse you just have to marketing your book by your self. Actually, I got many leasson and reason in order to in the futurre, I won't publish my book in Indie Publishing/ Never at all.
I couldn't call a writer if I just around Indie Publishing/ Yeah, I hope, I can publish in really publishing and my book will stay in the book store.
Eventhongh I was to be writer now, But nothing happen. there is no change. Somepeople just sya congrats cause my first novel was published. But, other people said 'oh..just indie publising'. C'mont, they never know how difficult to built the confident to wake up after you got many rejected from mayour publishing companies, thas's why I choose Indie Publishing, cause I really got any choice. But, I think, I have to say 'alhamdulillah', for everything in my life. Because of that, I get motivation to join mayor publishing in the future. My step doesn't stop here. I just walk and walk till I arrive in my destinatin :Mayor Publishing. So, I should be more patient and just write and write till I can be expert in this my lovely work: Writing!
And also thanks to Allah cause with this novel, I can write my family name, such as my mother name, father name, sister name, brother name, and all of my beloved people name who always support me in this creative writing.
The second one is, I have to thanksfull cause I still work in University,Yeah, This is my second assesment in temporary contract of mercu buana university jakarta, I'am totally happy work here. Alla of people who I meet was really kind and friendly people. That's why I felt so comfort with this enviroment.
Okey, now I wanna back to the topic of this post, "I am back". So, what;s it mean? I really wanna remembering my self about my passion. Yeah, writing is my passion. Event, I should be a great writer or not, I am still wannna write. Cause, When I in writing on, I really fine my happiness. I can write wnen I reakky got many idea ti write, also I can write event I got nothing for idea of writing. In writing world, I can tell everything. Event world will be so busy, event in mute situation, I'm glad I can write. I always felt, when I write, I can show up my feeling by word.
I knew, I am not good writer. There are many thing to be Najawa L. Khanie as a writer, But I have motivation to make change and be winner in this challange. That's why, I wanna keep my spirit with change my pane name as Najwa L. Khanie, the girl who wanna make her dream come true, to be good writer. InsyaAllah..
November, 6, 2016
Jakarta, Indonesia.
Now, I look at my watch, it just 06.37 pm. Actually, I really wanna write this note. Why? cause now I was decided, I have to write.
I wanna ask to my self. What's going on? And why I change my name in this site? It's because I wanna back to my mission.
It just stil November, you know. But, today, I wanna evaluate I have been done in my last 10 mounth ago. How about my plan? What people arround me? and how far I am with my goal?
Everything I wanna answers my own question. But the most importan thing is I got ready to evaluate my fault, my wrong way maybe, and also my lucky thing in my simple life in Jakarta.
Let me talk about my novel, first. Yeah, I was to be writer now. However, I wrote for Indie Publishing. it's quite poor. Because be part of indie publishing it's mean you have to ignore about royalty and etc. Imposible to get many from there. CAuse you just have to marketing your book by your self. Actually, I got many leasson and reason in order to in the futurre, I won't publish my book in Indie Publishing/ Never at all.
I couldn't call a writer if I just around Indie Publishing/ Yeah, I hope, I can publish in really publishing and my book will stay in the book store.
Eventhongh I was to be writer now, But nothing happen. there is no change. Somepeople just sya congrats cause my first novel was published. But, other people said 'oh..just indie publising'. C'mont, they never know how difficult to built the confident to wake up after you got many rejected from mayour publishing companies, thas's why I choose Indie Publishing, cause I really got any choice. But, I think, I have to say 'alhamdulillah', for everything in my life. Because of that, I get motivation to join mayor publishing in the future. My step doesn't stop here. I just walk and walk till I arrive in my destinatin :Mayor Publishing. So, I should be more patient and just write and write till I can be expert in this my lovely work: Writing!
And also thanks to Allah cause with this novel, I can write my family name, such as my mother name, father name, sister name, brother name, and all of my beloved people name who always support me in this creative writing.
The second one is, I have to thanksfull cause I still work in University,Yeah, This is my second assesment in temporary contract of mercu buana university jakarta, I'am totally happy work here. Alla of people who I meet was really kind and friendly people. That's why I felt so comfort with this enviroment.
Okey, now I wanna back to the topic of this post, "I am back". So, what;s it mean? I really wanna remembering my self about my passion. Yeah, writing is my passion. Event, I should be a great writer or not, I am still wannna write. Cause, When I in writing on, I really fine my happiness. I can write wnen I reakky got many idea ti write, also I can write event I got nothing for idea of writing. In writing world, I can tell everything. Event world will be so busy, event in mute situation, I'm glad I can write. I always felt, when I write, I can show up my feeling by word.
I knew, I am not good writer. There are many thing to be Najawa L. Khanie as a writer, But I have motivation to make change and be winner in this challange. That's why, I wanna keep my spirit with change my pane name as Najwa L. Khanie, the girl who wanna make her dream come true, to be good writer. InsyaAllah..
November, 6, 2016
Jakarta, Indonesia.
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