Writing: Is this my destiny?

I always believe that everyone has passion. There is a passion in writing, talking, cooking, dancing, drawing, business, traveling, design, teaching, racing, and others. Everyone carrying their passion.

But sometimes, situations do not allow people to realize their dreams.Many people eventually give in to the passion that they have. Many people end up going far from their great destiny and ultimately they become average, ordinary people without passion.

When having a passion, we have only two choices, that is to follow it or ignore it.

When a person follows a passion, he must make the decision to make the passion part of his or her identity, the work he or she enjoys, the work he or she will create. A person with a high passion, will not leave his passion, he will cry, bleed, process, starve, humiliated, and may experience painful things when he chooses his passion. Maybe, he's lost his job, he'll be alone because maybe he has not found his fellow passion friend.

The second option is, ignore the passion. Some of us, may think passion will be lost to the real world. As if passion is unlikely and will not be appreciated much by the real world. Then, that thought leads one to the decision not to make the passion an extraordinary talent.

The two choices I often see in real life. Then, I asked myself, what am I of the two choices? What's wrong with the passion I got? I asked if writing became my passion? Is writing my destiny? Out there, everyone can guess what talent I have. But, every view of the people just a little opinion. Why? Because life is ours. One might argue that I have a passion in writing. But, did I ask myself, that writing is my passion? Am I sure that writing is part of the most fun thing I do? Do I want to make this a job or just a hobby? I need to ask myself, before deciding the time, before the fact that it is my passion or not,

Today, I want to be honest about writing. I want to be honest that I do like writing. By writing, I can write sadness. By writing I can give birth to a thought, By writing I can conceal my feelings to someone, by writing I can read my true character. I'm not far from writing. I realized that, I realized that I could not stop writing. Although the world did not recognize me as a great writer, but the writing has encouraged my little heart, my sad heart, my weak heart. By writing, I feel I can transfer my emotions into words. Honest words produced by my heart.

I realized I was nobody. I am not a famous writer, who has many books, but I believe Allah Subhanahuwata'ala gives this writing talent not without reason. God must have his own plan. I believe it. I believe every thing that is in this self has a meaning that can be extracted. Then what makes me hesitate? What makes me feel weak?

Today, I want to be honest with myself. (While typing with tears). Bismillahirohmanirrohim, in the name of Allah the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful, I will write. I WILL BE WRITING CONTINUOUSLY. Until I have a work that can make me even more convinced that God's gift to me is writing.

Bismillahirrahmanirrohim...I wanna stay write. No matter what!

I have to convince myself, that I can write, I will write better, and people in any hemisphere can read my writing? Yes, I want to write until I die. I want to follow my heart, I want to write. Yes, because I want to write.

It is never too late. I'll start over. I will write without anyone knowing that I am writing. Sadness, joy, experience, let me write and I make contemplation. I'm good at writing. I want to write for da'wah, I want to write to share, I want to write to make me more meaningful. Yes, today, I promise myself, I will not be sad and I will continue my passion, I want to write! Just it!

Because I have friend who support me in writing!

I have brother who beliave in my talent

with coach Brili