Everyday with 'Bismillah', 'Alhamdulillah', 'Astagfirullah'

Today, I'm not feeling well. I'm allergic because eating shrimp. Finally I had to rest completely so I could recover quickly.
Last night, I felt my allergies relapse. at midnight, I woke up and felt a terrible allergy. I did not call my mother because I did not want to worry her. I hold it. I tried to hold back the pain. I read the Qur'an to muffle my allergy. I tried to calm down by reading the Qur'an.
Finally, I fell asleep. And I no longer feel my allergies. Alhamdulillah..

In the morning when I woke up, I saw my eyes were still swollen. I see my eyes. I have a lot of rest. I tried to calm my allergy. Really, really bad allergies last night.

Today, I'm worried about my food. because my pain has not recovered yet. I get scared if I get my unhealthy food  and my allergy recurs again. I have to pay attention to my diet.

My friends are praying for me to get well. Alhamdulilah, I've quite recovered today. I had breakfast with toast and coffee. I avoid drinking milk, because milk turned out to be a food allergy triggers. I just dare to eat bread. I ate 3 pieces of chocolate flavored bread. quite filling.

in the afternoon, I had to eat again. I must be strong. After my eyes are not swollen, I start looking for lunch menu. Yes, I had to have lunch with a 'safe' menu.

Today, I mused. I am thinking.
I have to accept my pain. this could be God's way of removing sins. I have a lot of dials.

When I am eating, I become many remembering 'Allah'. I want 'Allah' to be blessed with what I eat. I read bismillah. I ask God to be blessed with the food I eat. I ask that the food I eat does not cause allergies anymore. today, I eat chicken, I just try to ask 'Allah' so 'Allah' will bless what I eat.

I did not go to the clinic. I took the medicine I bought in the store. I hope, 'Allah' bless what I eat. I read bismillh. I eat solemnly. hoping 'Allah' gives permission and health for the food I eat.

I drink. by reading bismillah deeper. I hope, Allah is pleased with what I drink. I am grateful, 'Allah' still allows me to drink.

Now, I understand. Maybe this is the 'Allah' way to tell me to be more careful. more to mention the word 'Bismillah' in eating, drinking, and many activities.

I want all my activities by saying 'Bismillah'.

Today, I am learning, that I must again remember, whatever I eat, that I drink, I must deepen, that I eat to ask the blessing of 'Allah'. I hope, I can interpret what will enter my mouth. That will be my blood. I want to say more bismillah and interpret it. simple. But, it should be completely impregnated.

O .. 'Allah', give me a chance to be grateful for my pain. I want lots of istigfar. I want this pain to bring me closer to you, O.'Allah '. I have to be excited. I have to think positive. I hope this pain makes me pay more attention to my diet. Most importantly, I have to say alhamdulillah, bismillah, and astagfirullah.

Alhamdulillah ... because 'Allah' only gives this disease. it could be that there is a larger disease, but 'Allah' only gives the disease only a little. just this allergy. Alhamdulillah, should be grateful. Must take a lesson from this.


Bismillah, I have to say many words' of Allah. Bismillah means by mentioning Allah's name. I have to say many names of God. Yes, may I mention the word Bismillah in everyday life and live the meaning by praying for everything I eat, I drink, and whatever I do. Even as I write this, I have to say bismillah.

Why should I say bismillah? Because we are Muslims. If we do not say bismillah, we are just like ordinary people. if we do activities without beginning bismillah, then it is just an ordinary activity, do not get a reward on the side of 'Allah'.

Astagfirullah ..
If I get sickness today, it could be a reprimand from 'Allah' so I call a lot of istigfar. I tried to say as much as possible to istigfar. may it erase the sins. Aaamin.

Hopefully, today I learned a lot from this allergic disease. hopefully this becomes a valuable lesson, hopefully I am much grateful, and hopefully I become more independent.

thank you O'Allah, hopefully today, I remember you more. Aamin.

Jakarta, July 19, 2018.