Limitted Time

Bismiillah..

In the name of Allah...

Today, I would like to write on my blog. Just reminder what  I did in the last time. I wanna smile..event there is anyother side of my heart was broken.

Huh...
after I read Holy Qur'an, I feel better. There is no medicide for your heart except Alqur'an. Yeah, so that's why I am still survive in this place, the place who I am in now.


I don't know why I wanna really want to write this part in my blog. As usually, I hide what I felt and keep inside. I wouldn't to share in this blog, but today, I am so easy to share what I felt.

Have you disampointed with someone? Or have you dissampointed with condition? Em... now, I am in those situation. But, I couldn't show it to my friend, my parent, because I won't make them worry. So, I didn't show how down I am. Up and down is normal in this life. Right? So, maybe I just need statement that honestly, today.. I am not in very good situation. I decided to make me confident that Allah will help me . Allah will give me solution of my problem, event I didn't tell someone. I am worry, but I try to  fight. I wanna do my best in this worry situation. eventhough, sometimes I am not confidence, but again, I have to care with my self. I have to happy.

Hide your sadness
My friend said to me that I have to cheers up. In front of people, hide your sadness.

 Being like thanksfull girl. Hide Your Sadness.

 Because everyone has problem, but you have to cheers up and being like sweet girl and smile. Happy and enjoy your life, no matter how hard life is. But, when you meet people, forget your problem and keep cheersfull.
 When people look at me, I just smile enjoy the time. But, for me, it just temporary moment. After the 'show', I will back to my worry and then I afraid and unconfidence. Astagfirullah... what happen with me? :(


Enjoy your problem
 When you have problem, you are alive. Because human turn to this earth because they know there is always problem around. But, We can think and share the solution. Allah know what the best for me, so this problem will be close as soon as possible. There is always solution behind.


Your Own Meaning of Happiness
 Everyone has their own definition of Happiness. Yeah, Me, my friend, and other people has different meaning of happiness. In holy qur'an, when you thanksfull, the happiness will add more and more. So, I don't have anyother option to be sad. I am happy. just try to happy now :) . Stop worry and stay foccuss with everything around me. Grab potential happines. Grab it fast!


I just write this posting... Limitted time for me to way out from this unconditional feeling and situation. I don't know...but I wanna write. I am in worry..but I have to back to Alqur'an..keep the faith cause Allah always help the muslim who need it.